I learn to laugh, even I dont want to laugh.

It's two thirty in the morning, but I cannot fall asleep.





It has been a long time that I feel nervous under the pressure from midterm that is so heavy that my heart is beatting fast and my breath is getting tough. Maybe this is because of the first Midterm I have in USC. However, there are still two days from it! Oh my dear lord!





I kind of look at a stranger in the mirror. What's wrong with me? I don't study hard enough as before, I am not careful as before, I cannot look at the bright side. I kind of lost my confidence and composure, which were built up from diligence and persistence. What I hate the most is that the materials are easy, which I should handle easily.



Now, even the 三杯雞 I cooked is terrible! By the way, I found that not only potato, but also ginger germinates.XD





I have to spend more time studying, which is obvious the thing I am good at and familiar with and is not whimsical and mecurial.





I decided to avoid attendence of the DEN classes in these two weeks. I dont want to make stupid mistakes again as I did in my homeworks.





I learn to laugh, even I dont want to laugh.





P.S. 這時候隔壁的還不睡一直講電話還是什麼的，是怎樣，真的很靠盃，就不要過來怪我在半夜唱歌，都三點半多了...機車