2009年9月29日 星期二

一些矛盾

偶然想起這些年來的感情,發現了一些矛盾 哈



最接近的人 在我最傻的時候出現,意識到的時候,已經是遙不可及的人

最初認識的人 現在是最沒有消息往來的人 也是最快得到幸福的人

最熟悉我的人 是跟我最心靈契合的人 也是最關心我的人 現在卻是我最不想看到的人

最有可能喜歡我的人 卻是我對她最沒感覺的人

我最喜歡的人 是最不了解我、不理我的人 卻是相處最久的 在一起最快樂的人





心思愈細膩 煩惱卻愈多

思考是為了解決問題 還是增加困擾?
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少男情懷總是吃!

2009年9月26日 星期六

快樂

有人說要多愛自己一點,要讓自己快樂



我覺得一個人的快樂是很單純簡單的事

但是讓別人快樂,自己跟著快樂,兩個人一起的快樂效果是加倍的,時間是加倍的

所以我喜歡兩個人的快樂







盛噶仁波切:有一句話,這個世界上所有的煩惱與悲傷,來自希望自己幸福;這個世上所有的喜悅與快樂,來自希望別人幸福。最完美的快樂和幸福是能夠讓別人幸福,讓別人快樂。

....

不是彼此的索求和交換,而是無私的奉獻,盡量讓對方快樂,希望對方幸福,不求回報,才會自在快樂。如果彼此要求專注、承諾,就會有局限和傷害。這種愛,快樂的背後隱藏著很深的痛苦。

....

當一個人懂得善惡,懂得因果之後,會覺得真正的善良、慈悲永遠是最美的、最好的。

....

每個人的觀念想法不同,對我來說一個人的快樂並不等於快樂,你周圍更多的人的快樂才更重要。

....

會體會到,幸福與快樂來自哪裏,煩惱與悲傷來自哪裏



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2009年9月13日 星期日

2009年8月13日 星期四

以前國中公民老師送的小卡

我們應該認清光陰真正的價值,

緊緊把握住並享受每一片刻。

不再閒蕩、懶散、拖延,

今天能做的事絕不拖到明天。



Lord Chesterfield

英國政治家

Know the true value of time;

snatch, seize, and enjoy every moment of it.

No idleness, no laziness, no procrastination:

never put off till tomorrow what you can do today.




感謝米粒阿豆



共勉之



這段話真是太實用了


大家不要再喇賽啦


乖乖用功吧

2009年8月1日 星期六

Moving Done! Next

I have a flat tire so i walked my bike to the bike shop on the intersection of 29th st and Vermont.
However, the shop doesnt buy used bikes. Thus i walked my bike to UV.
Finally, i sold my bicycle at UV for $25(original price is $65 plus tax).......Orz
I tought i have lose about 3 pounds in this process.

My electric fan broke. 一開始變得不太會轉 轉超慢的
我就把它的罩子拆掉 然後 用手幫它轉葉扇 就像電影裡面 有螺旋槳的飛機 啟動前 那個人就會先轉一下

哈 害我想了一下電力馬達,應該是啟動轉矩太小
但是我又忘了怎麼解決這個問題 果然沒多久就掛了 連我的手都轉不動了 XD
之前吸塵器也壞了 拆開之後 也是個馬達的問題 ....
Ha, i dont want to spend any time to figure it out.
I guess this is because there is too much dust in LA.


After my advisro read my draft on Thursday,
he asked me to consider the structure, application, and some problems that can be solved by my method.
Then write a discussion and the paper should be written in the form of paper that is going to be submitted.
This is good. But in fact, i didnt really understand what should be included.
I thought i have written the draft in the form of a paper to be sumbitted.
He also sent my paper to a guy in CalTech who is interested in my research during a talk with my advisor.
So inspiring! ha


My advisor's name is Todd Brun.
When i heard a senior member greeted him: " Hi Todd" in the meeting, it's really strange to me.
I dont dare to say that but "Hello Professor"


Maybe i can do a LaTex version of my CV.
I guess one day in the column of Publication, it becomes as follows:

Originally,
CY Lai and CCX, "QECC...,"....submitted to IEEE IT, December 2007
now,
CY Lai and TB, "EAQECC...,"....submitted to XXX, August 2009
CY Lai and CCX, "QECC...,"....(under revision), December 2007
then two month later,
CY Lai and TB, "EAQECC...,"....XXX(accepted) August 2009
CY Lai and CCX, "QECC...,"....(under revision), December 2007
another two month later
CY Lai and TB, "EAQECC...,"....XXX, August 2009
CY Lai and CCX, "QECC...,"....(under revision), December 2007

Ha just a little complian :P



最近我也在想 朋友這個觀念
如果朋友不找我幫他的忙 表示 我跟他不夠好到我可以幫他忙
我找朋友幫忙 卻是要 他跟我夠好到我覺得他可以幫我的忙

感覺這邊似乎沒有一個可以嗆我的人 或是鬥嘴 哈
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"CY Lai and CCX, "QECC...,"....(under revision), December 2007" -- Love

this one. Ha!

2009年7月22日 星期三

Cast Away

"I know what I have to do now. I have to keep breathing.

Because tomorrow the sun will rise.

Who knows what the tide could bring."





The day before yesterday, I dreamed of my advisor =.=

In the dream, he gave me some suggestion and pointed out a improving method about the optimization problem with which I am dealing in the real life.

However, after I woke up, I cannot remember what the method he showed in the dream. XD

Today, I have thought a method to improve the efficiency although I do not know whether my method is the same as what my advisor said in the dream.

Ha, hope that I can finish the problem as soon as possible and begin a new paper.





以前有一次上課坐我旁邊的美國人超屌,

他是左手寫字, 然後他把筆記順時鐘轉九十度, 接著開始直得抄下來

也就是說 他的英文是直的寫!!! 超炫!!

更厲害的是 那門課都是數學.......數學式子也可以直得寫嗎!



最近上了英文課,我又看到左手直行書寫的人,

難怪我用左手寫英文字的時候寫不順,哈 以後要練一下左手直行寫!!





One has a feeling that changes everyday.

However, that makes no difference.

Whether one still seize the dream and future,

is somthing that counts.

I thought I could wait for something.......

2009年7月15日 星期三

My Poor English T.T 其實是抱怨文?

I just fininshed my personal meeting with my advisor.

After I got home, a woman who wanted to know whether the apartment is good talked to me.

Because I cannot understand her first question, she said "Can you speak English?" XD

So sad.



This happened just after my personal meeting with my advisor, which was a 40 minutes long discussion of research.

However, i am not good at daily conversation.



Anyway, i have talked to her for about 10~15 minutes. I realized that my English is quite poor!

Ha, i need improve common conversation.

I can notice the tense she used and my grammer errors.




My advisor has lots of ideas!!
I am working on EAQECC.
He talked about classically inhanced QECC two weeks ago and mentioned fault-tolerent EAQECC today.
Hope i can finish my present work as soon as possible.
I wanna begin to deal with the other two problems!!



最好笑是 他每次都講一下他的想法 然後說 ".....if you see what i am saying .....if you see what i am saying......if you see what i am saying"

真想跟他說 "i cannot see anything!" XD









最近在想 如果我跟一個朋友抱怨一個人

主要目的是在發洩我的不爽

但是這樣又好像在說那個人的壞話



如果聽我訴苦的朋友也認識那個人的話 就有可能會影響他對那個人的看法

但是如果聽我說話的朋友不認識那個人 講起來就沒有感覺



所以聽我訴苦的朋友是要能有自己的想法,然後又了解我的想法,不會被我影響,但要能指出問題所在

哈 可惜不能跟自己聊天
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——".....if you see what i am saying .....if you see what i am saying......if you

see what i am saying"

—— "i cannot see anything!" XD



lol..

how could u get so penetrating insight into those trivias of everyday things?



interesting! & admirable. :)